Fear in My Veins

Woken up by an uncomfortable sensation, I stare out into the darkness that made up my room. The air felt wrong and I didn’t feel alone. Hesitantly, I look down at my feet. Eyes peer above the ladder leading to the top bunk where I lie; dark, dangerous, and familiar eyes that seem to still the whole of my body. I can’t move and I can only pretend to be asleep. Had I imagined those eyes. Has my mind gone insane? I wait and listen as I hear the creak of my door opening slowly and closing again. Suddenly, I can hear my heart pounding. What had just happened? Why was he in my room and why was he just staring at me? Tears stream down my face as fear washes through my veins. 

So That You, I Never Miss. 

You watch my eyes,

no need to hear my voice.

You know what I hide

no point in speaking lies. 

You listen to my heart

with you head against my chest.

I can feel it beating hard.

Your love puts my body to rest. 

You touch my skin

and dreams fade in.

There is no future, there is no end. 

As long as I can smell 

the bed of roses you had me dwell,

As long as I can taste

the sweet linger of your kiss,

I will slow and turn from haste

so that you, I never miss. 

Fear

Carry me into the fire

let it burn my fear, I am tired

of running from in its surrounding empire.

I am a prisoner under your spell

I do as you wish, as you tell.

I want to live on my own.

I want to crush your wall of stone,

stop you from keeping me from home.

Your power is undenieable,

you reak of the most unearthy smell.

but what I know, I know well.

I don’t exist in your world.

You exist in mine.

You play these tricks to steal my time.

Made me forget the control I possess.

Well now I am ready to clean up the mess.