She only sees reason to blame
herself for all of the pain.
She knows if she leaves
it will still remain.
She shades her eyes from the light
hoping it is all just a lie;
She will wake up and everything
will be alright.
It already hurts too much.
What if she just messes up
just like the other times:
she gives up.
She has been searching for many years.
Everyday hoping she is near.
She needs strength and instead
What if we really are
the only life thus far?
What a pity that would be
I have such greater dreams.
I hope that there was a plan
with the creation of man.
We can’t just be by chance.
The world is too beautiful for happenstance.
New come dreams.
This life is always changing
but I’ll never stop loving you
even with changing views.
What will be after death?
Please don’t be darkness.
A void without thought.
In place forever caught.
So little I know of what will be.
So fear trys to get a hold of me.
I vow to fight while I can
and do my best on this mysterious land.
I’m older than I look.
I’m wiser than my age.
I don’t understand why you judge me that way.
A little girl cries herself to sleep.
All she wants is a family.
She’s been a good girl but it doesn’t work.
All she’s learned is how to hurt.
This is the only life to be.
That’s all she can seem to see.
It breaks my heart that a little girl is all alone
when all she needs is a healthy home.
A young girl is ready to leave.
What new pain will this life bring?
Yesterday wasn’t a good day.
Tomorrow will just be the same.
If I could just some how let her know
the power of holding on to hope,
the strength of opening up your heart
and not focusing on it falling a part.
We’ve come a long way
through the never ending pain.
Here we are today
with happiness regained.
Every step we take
defines who we are.
We will never grow
if we never raise the bar.
Let’s make use of
the life we’ve been given.
Because I don’t know if
another will exist.
I noticed that you are walking in shoes that don’t fit.
They are pretty expensive, that much you admit.
It’s rather annoying watching you drag your feet.
Why don’t you rest and take a seat.
I watched you last night at the local theatre.
Your acting is better than an amateur.
After the show we went and had a drink.
It was then I realized that you never stop acting.
It’s sad how hard people try
to be liked by every girl and guy.
The value of a relationship will never be known
until you learn to accept who you are alone.
Force us down the line.
Judge our use of time.
We are your puppets
atleast that’s how you see fit.
We are all clones of you.
To you there is nothing new.
I will not waste more breath,
bothering in your distress.
I will walk down the line,
one that I have drawn this time.
It’s a fine time for a rewind.
It’s a nice day, why won’t the sun shine?
It’s a nice smile but your eyes lie.
I’m tired of the games.
I’m tired of the selfish gains.
I’m tired of no one knowing my name.
It’s a long song and you sing it wrong.
It’s a clear day but you walk in the fog.
It’s a short path yet it takes too long.
I’m tired of the lonely days.
I’m tired of the one track way.
I’m tired of apologizing for what I say.