Wait, huh? 

I don’t know what I want.

Wait, yes I do.

Is that fear?

Yes, it’s you.

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Choice

I saw you there

Just as I see you everywhere

With eyes that serenade 

And a smile that strips me bare.

There is no choice

Do I trust you or not

I’m vulnerable

I trust you a lot

To be usual

I am withholding

But you are unusaual

and I just keep going

There is passion in our kiss

and the tips of our fingers

It is you that I miss

and where my mind lingers

What is it to touch the skin of your chest

To feel your breath against my neck

What is it to want what can not be

and when it can, will it still be me

You got me

Baby you got me

Right, right were you need me

I’m, I’m yours completely 

Completely


Take my hand

Pull me into your world

Love who I am 

Cuz you said you always will.

You said you always will.


Here I am 

I’m standing on the ground

Yes that’s me

I’m firmly on my feet

Ready to be your one and only


Because Baby you got me

Right, right were you need me

I’m, I’m yours completely 

Completely


 

Love Posion

I feel ashamed that I am not strong enough to move on.

I’ve never kept it far from my mind though it’s been so long.

When I feel close to someone, I try to find the comfort I need.

Only to regret the vulnerability.

Vulnerability makes me feel anxious and dumb.

Why am I so scared to trust and allow myself freedom.

Can I ever not care or care without pain. 

Because this pain is keeping me from what ever remains. 

Light is my home but I live in darkness.

Am I one of the people who can flip the light switch?

Deserve Forgiveness

Desperate for forgiveness

without clarity of mind.

There is what you wish to get

and what you will actually find.

I am not trying to erase time

but I’d like to forget mine…

…atleast sometimes.

When one does not know them self

how can they act accordingly?

I miss you dearly

or atleast the person I thought you use to be.

When you learn who you are 

maybe I can meet you.

But this person infront of me,

unfortunately,

will not do.