Deserve Forgiveness

Desperate for forgiveness

without clarity of mind.

There is what you wish to get

and what you will actually find.

I am not trying to erase time

but I’d like to forget mine…

…atleast sometimes.

When one does not know them self

how can they act accordingly?

I miss you dearly

or atleast the person I thought you use to be.

When you learn who you are 

maybe I can meet you.

But this person infront of me,


will not do. 



“Le moribond” by indiae on

                                          I see stars when I look up at the night sky                                            

And I see scars when I look into your eyes 

Im just hoping one day you will learn to know 

Scars are what make us grow

I see blue sky when I look up in the day time

You can’t deny the people’s heartless crime

Im just searching for recognition:

We have more than just destruction.


How can you make something so great, 

throw it away and act like it’s fake?

I guess you’re just use to it;

I guess you just can’t admit:

It’s too hard for you,

you’re not strong enough, 

and you can’t pull through.

Or maybe I’m just waiting for you to realize;

Or maybe I’m just waiting for you to open your eyes

and notice that I’m alive. 

It’s Too Late

I thought I was blind

cause I couldn’t find

your love for me

there were no signs

You claimed it was true

yet made me no proof

so how could I say

I love you too

Through all this time

through all these lies

I finally see

the truths you hide

Now it’s too late

and you are lost

on the other side