Desperate for forgiveness
without clarity of mind.
There is what you wish to get
and what you will actually find.
I am not trying to erase time
but I’d like to forget mine…
When one does not know them self
how can they act accordingly?
I miss you dearly
or atleast the person I thought you use to be.
When you learn who you are
maybe I can meet you.
But this person infront of me,
will not do.
Realizing how much you’ve changed
Innocence must be regained
Hoping that you are not too late
To make up for that one mistake
Distractions are a risky game
Focus so you may love the same
Love is not a selfish feeling
For you my heart is rehealing
One day I will fly away,
find a place I will want to stay
Leave behind a broken heart,
replace a hole with a new start.
One day I will have a home,
I will no longer need to roam.
Bring forth a new beginning,
know what makes life worth living.
I can see the wind by the rustle of the leaves
I can hear the rain by it’s pounding against the street
I dream of dreams that will never be
Holding on to the hope of what they truly mean
When all I see are lights of the sun flashing by
I try and wonder why it’s hard to see the lies
Most people like to fight the reason of our cry
Trying hard to deny that we will be forced to say goodbye
I see stars when I look up at the night sky
And I see scars when I look into your eyes
Im just hoping one day you will learn to know
Scars are what make us grow
I see blue sky when I look up in the day time
You can’t deny the people’s heartless crime
Im just searching for recognition:
We have more than just destruction.
How can you make something so great,
throw it away and act like it’s fake?
I guess you’re just use to it;
I guess you just can’t admit:
It’s too hard for you,
you’re not strong enough,
and you can’t pull through.
Or maybe I’m just waiting for you to realize;
Or maybe I’m just waiting for you to open your eyes
and notice that I’m alive.
You feel weightless when you are falling
and worthless when your heart is broken
So catch yourself against the wind
and let yourself fly again
Because falling is not so bad
when you find wings that you forgot you had
Maybe I’m lonely
waiting for someone to see
Maybe I’m worthy
of someone other than me
Maybe I’m hoping
you are that someone to be
Maybe I’m wasting
a time where I could be free