I feel ashamed that I am not strong enough to move on.
I’ve never kept it far from my mind though it’s been so long.
When I feel close to someone, I try to find the comfort I need.
Only to regret the vulnerability.
Vulnerability makes me feel anxious and dumb.
Why am I so scared to trust and allow myself freedom.
Can I ever not care or care without pain.
Because this pain is keeping me from what ever remains.
Light is my home but I live in darkness.
Am I one of the people who can flip the light switch?