Tomorrow I will fall to my knees,
if I wake up and realize this was not a dream.
Please tell me that this is just a dream.
Please tell me that this is not the worst goodbye.
Please tell me that you are still alive.
I can’t imagine living in a world without your existance.
I can’t see the colors without your light’s persistance.
Please shed some light so that I may see,
that wherever my life shall lead
you will always be here in my heart, with me.
Invisible smoke screens, clouding our vision.
Not from what lies infront of us, but from what lies within.
A consistant measurement of fear, anger, love, and humor.
Desire to be understood and thirst to always want more.
Never quite satisfied, yet eager to dig in.
Never knowing what day is to begin.
With the absence of thriving survival,
the mind will find a new kind of rival.
There’s no surprise
in the words of your choice.
There’s clarity in the way you move,
though not clear enough that you may remove
the disguise you hide behind infront of a mirror.
Who you are is not who stands here.
yet you never find.
Forgotten thoughts, lost in your mind.
What was it you are searching for?
Too much time past to remember anymore.
I thought that I could let it go
but I can’t unless I let you know
the truth of how I really feel.
How can I tell you that your worst nightmare is real?
By letting my pain pass, is it worth its push onto you?
I should not feel guilt for allowing yours to be true.
I had to be strong and deal with reality.
So why do I hesitate to make you aware of your responsibility?
There’s a time when the world is falling down
from beneath my feet.
It’s then I realize, I am falling too.
What end will I meet?
If only I could fly away.
With stretched wings, make the wind speak the words I didn’t say.
With what purpose, if I could never find the ground?
With a falling world, there’s no one to hear the sounds.
Take me to the waters,
let me drown my sorrows.
Let’s focus on today
and not worry about tomorrow.
Take me to the fire,
watch the flames grow higher.
No sense in burning memories.
Hold on to your desire.
Take me to the sky
let wind take my high.
Look down upon the world,
Looks better from where I fly.
Take me back to earth
Let me see what we are worth.
Beauty lies in us.
Who will wear it first?
Tomorrow is yesterday.
Why is it so far away?
I can’t move back, I can’t move forward.
I guess now is where I’ll stay.
The past is a school ground.
The furture is a dream.
Time is bound, so you have found.
Life isn’t as it seems.
I gave up my weakest parts
which also happen to be the strongest.
I stopped hearing the calling of my heart,
hoping it’s something I will never miss.
Deep tunnels with dark secrets.
Places you can’t describe.
Live only within for a short time.
Lots of short times.
Body as still as trees.
Fear, the violant fluttering leaves.
Storms that rock the world.
You sit in a corner, curled.
You only think two things.
Survival and the thought of not existing.
A fight between to have hope or to despair.
Even in the deepest tunnels, should you, for life, care?
Try to tear me down,
I won’t make a sound.
Heartache too familiar
for you to push me around.
Don’t think it doesn’t hurt,
it hurts like all the rest.
I just know how exert
the pain and not through stress.
I let you in and you ran out.
What was that true love you were talking about?
I had believed in us.
Sometimes you can’t believe in your own trust.
The danger of falling in love too quickly
lies in the faith of tomorrow’s uncertainty.